After 9 years of troublesome commitment she has gone
I feel she left me. We had been in a turbulent love always. She being a married Filipina who is living separate from her husband was difficult to marry me since there is no divorce in Philippines. That might have made her to disappear many times from me. Repeated disappearances made me to not trust her. Lot of pressure I had faced. At least when another Filipina came and courted me saying she is not like other Filipinas, i trusted the new Filipina. But after 4 yrs i came to know the truth. This new Filipina has three children from two men. Again I'm fallen down in their trap. I lost almost 10 years in all these. In all I loved Nice. She though cheated me stood for me. Now she is going from me. It's good for her. Best of luck.