Distilled Spirit

I woke up by hearing Athiya's ringing. She was yarning. I see the empty half of my bed. I kept my hands there. My romantic feelings are in death. It was a turbulence. Mind is above love and care. The left back is basic instincts. How much i wish her friend would have understood me in time. She has gone to Philippines. I am going back to my social work where my soul can feel accomplished. Free air in the bonded world.

My disappointments, my efforts, my longing, my dreams, my wishes are there to set up what i dreamed about an ideal relationship.

Only you can heal my wounds Why becoming so late to come? Waiting for a long in the middle of the path Confused where to go Could not see where you have fallen down

He stepped on the first hill, The days of childhood Poverty, insults, struggles... He stepped on the second hill... Days of youthfullness True thoughts and believes about love and life Challenges, moving forward He stepped on the third hill... Days of earnings and savings First time fallen in trap Years defended temptations He stepped on the forth hill Coming back to life Days of professionalism and helping society Elevated to the pure love He stepped on the fifth hill Days of setting up for a family Preparing for fulfillment of love He stepped on the sixth hill Searching for the lost soul mate Desperate days with out closing eyes, looking for her everywhere in world He stepped on the seventh hill Joyous days of meeting with soul mate Hearing her voice, inspirations again Sunrise in life He stepped on eighth hill Days of silence Knowing that his soul mate fallen down After all warning and guidance He stepped on ninth hill Days of courage and strength Chocolate hill was dry He stepped o

Too tired. Went for purchasing few things for trip and looking motor bike. Climate is becoming hot. It will continue for two months. Again going for a 10 days trip. Now a days Andra is in agitation for separation of state. As usual Assam is not safe. Covering these two places this time. Whether it is social work or marketing life is full of travelling. Yeah! It's travel in to the completeness. Wanted to live peacefully some where with family. But for me it became a lonely travelling. Time to stop this is over! Just gone to new rented house. 3 floors are there. Ground for nobody is living. Ventilation is less there, so I avoided that. 1st floor two families are living. 2nd floor bachelors. And 3rd floor family including my house. When I was passing the 2nd floor it was filled with the smell of cigarettes. I dont like all these. I will change this rented house after few months.